its about time i started studying hard..am currently clueless about whats going on in all my subjects =x im is sooo much trouble..shall probably fail that ibs test, lucky its only 2.5%, but i still wanna do well!sigh guess the only thing i can do about it is learn from the mistakes..tried looking through an organic chem exam paper today, couldnt answer most of the questions!!and organic chem is supposed to be one of my better subjects..sheesh.im so dead. will be going to meet my lecturer tmr to ask him qns, hope i learn much from it. started going to ocf recently, been studying the book of james, is quite interesting! oh no..exams start so soon..gosh my thoughts are all mixed up, prob can be seen from the poor organisation of the topics in this update, probably evidence that my brain doesnt really work well at 7am when i've stayed up the whole night, or maybe its just a corelation..life is so stressful..got my phone bill a few days ago, was very shocked at how much i had spent..even managed to use it past my cap..extremely expensive..sigh. yet another mistake to learn from, in addition to not studying hard enough. somehow i just keep making mistakes..i need to figure out how to stop making mistakes.even though i know i dont study hard enough, i still cant seem to get myself to do so.. in fact i just started playing my online game even more!someone pls help me pray tt i'll have the discipline to study when i need to, and have the wisdom to make the right choices in what i have to do. oh yes, another thing, badminton is fun!haha i seem to have many many activities:p my mom is bringing over a badminton racket for me!whee!probably shouldnt play too much during this exam period tho..should spend all my spare time studying..maybe either spend all my time studying or sleeping?might just go crazy and attempt to murder ken's plant, which i've threatened to do for many weeks:p he actually tried pouring beer on it before, it seems to have survived.lol.or i might jump off my chair.wait, chair is too low.maybe the table..